I actually do not really know, I'm experiencing now what? because suddenly I felt ... so release. well, although there are a lot of feelings of unwillingness to have someone so precious to let go ... but on the other hand I also could not change the fact and change the decisions that I had been made. I may have been prepared initially to accept any consequences. but the fact that I experienced a very painful huh?


maybe this is only the old saying inside me just say that the pain will go away if we can keep busy period of time which sometimes reminds us of the past. and sure enough, I have made busy all my time. I make time to forget my sadness. and all this with the support of friends who are indirectly made me very busy. thank you:) greeting is a very sincere thank you know ... because to be honest, at times like this I can realize that the friend was a very valuable asset and I am very fortunate to always strive to maintain the asset.


may at any minute, I was heartbroken by that and then before him, I was hard to get up. I really feel worse. I cried all day, I was devastated and hard to accept the situation or decision. so filled with fear and dependency with that person. and it takes quite a long time. but now. but now, maybe I have learned many things and I'm trying to learn sincere and give up everything. I knew that God was good to me by sending them an alternate once filled my heart. I'm pretty happy with it. and must know that everything is arranged by Allah and everything, definitely will go back to Allah. that's all I can grasp. and the good news, since the incident a week ago, I felt that I had become more religious figure, a figure that seemed to become more mature, become more accepting and volunteered, and of course, a figure that is always always felt that God was good to me. God is always beside me. and trials of this feeling is one of the midterms given God to me.