it really says most people who say that life is full of puzzles. enough to know and have experienced it. and making pretty things down is when we know that God's plan is much more beautiful than the human plan. indeed, God's beautiful plan that doesn't directly fall on the spot. of course we must go through several processes of life and through some exams so that we can know how beautiful it is God's plan.

in the month of Ramadan this year, I had thought that the month of Ramadan this year will be as beautiful ramadhan last year. well, as long as a month off to college and I can meal and break the fasting with family at home (but in fact I spent more time at the boarding house because of student orientation events involved the university level. hoah) and a lot of ridiculous plans that suddenly want me do on this long holiday. while enjoying my single status :) 

some inner turmoil is when we know that our plans do not go according to expectations and the Lord had other plans for us. just like me. need a little motivation and convince yourself to believe that our plan wasn't as beautiful as God's plan. and sometimes the motivation that arises when we try to calm ourselves first. my way to calm yourself is to do the things that can make me feel free to move without pressure. Traveling is one of them. 

I now reside in one of the tourist area. takes an hour to get to the site from home. the problem is I never get permission to travel out of town by self with own personal vehicle to drive, of any kind. after completing the event the committee, I can return briefly to the house, but my parents forbade me and told me to go home if I have completed my academic affairs. 

I finally decided to travel alone to one of the existing tourist area (geographically, the location is different from the tourist area of ​​town to where I live) I cann't possibly go with Jesty because she was busy with her committee's agenda. 

after returning from an adventure, jesty who knows my crazy idea, instantly swallowed and said I was crazy, reckless, bold, or whatever ... even he would never want to follow my trail. but I don't like being called reckless. I'd rather hear the determination. I'm not desperate, just my resolution is so big that I could do it. nice trip :)