adoooh. pusing deh sama setting gprs atau 3G nya hape ini. pusing pusing. pertama nih, gara gara kemaren si hape ngambek lagi trus akhirnya aku restart ulang pengaturannya. habis gitu, kan otomatis tuh hape settingannya ikut ke reset. otomatis deh aku harus satu satu benerin settingan si hape yang emang akhir-akhir ini bikin aku galau. " ya gimana enggak galau kalo internet nya ga mau connect. padahal emang butuh deh, kalo kalo harus open-google waktu kuis hayo gimana? -_-
yah emang niatnya jahat sih (ya enggak lah) habisnya, aku udah habis pulsa lumayan banyak nih cuma buat benerin pengaturan internet. daftar sana sini, yg otomatis keluar pulsa. ga nanggung nanggung sih kalo di tel***sel ini ngeluarin biaya setting bla bla bla :(
dan selalu aja deh hasilnya "the internet can not access..."
kayaknya emang harus ke grapari deh seenggaknya dicoba dulu lah ya. ini harus gimana gimana juga daripada tambah ga jelas ini hape.



"dear papa mama, i need windows phone or other cell phone that can access normally. help me please. i don't wanna my last iphone or blackberry, again. i don't need it. i never talk about my last ios-phone :("

I actually do not really know, I'm experiencing now what? because suddenly I felt ... so release. well, although there are a lot of feelings of unwillingness to have someone so precious to let go ... but on the other hand I also could not change the fact and change the decisions that I had been made. I may have been prepared initially to accept any consequences. but the fact that I experienced a very painful huh?


maybe this is only the old saying inside me just say that the pain will go away if we can keep busy period of time which sometimes reminds us of the past. and sure enough, I have made busy all my time. I make time to forget my sadness. and all this with the support of friends who are indirectly made me very busy. thank you:) greeting is a very sincere thank you know ... because to be honest, at times like this I can realize that the friend was a very valuable asset and I am very fortunate to always strive to maintain the asset.


may at any minute, I was heartbroken by that and then before him, I was hard to get up. I really feel worse. I cried all day, I was devastated and hard to accept the situation or decision. so filled with fear and dependency with that person. and it takes quite a long time. but now. but now, maybe I have learned many things and I'm trying to learn sincere and give up everything. I knew that God was good to me by sending them an alternate once filled my heart. I'm pretty happy with it. and must know that everything is arranged by Allah and everything, definitely will go back to Allah. that's all I can grasp. and the good news, since the incident a week ago, I felt that I had become more religious figure, a figure that seemed to become more mature, become more accepting and volunteered, and of course, a figure that is always always felt that God was good to me. God is always beside me. and trials of this feeling is one of the midterms given God to me.

Seminggu yang lalu di Malang hujan abu. Yayaya. Hujan abu. Ini pertama kalinya aku tahu dan merasakan bagaimana rasanya hujan abu (meskipun aku juga nggak mungkin buat mencicipi hujan abu itu). Wew, dan aku baru tahu juga siang ini kalo yang bikin hujan abu itu dari gunung Bromo (fakta daruratnya, malang diapit tiga gunung) dan yah, kalo kemaren waktu gunung Bromo meletus, nggak seberapa kerasa abunya. Tapi ini bener deh, kerasa banget. kayaknya si Bromo kumat sakitnya dan batuk batuk terus bikin Malang jadi galau. Waktu pulang praktikum lapang, waktu di jalan, ada yang aneh sama kendaraan yang mendadak kotor. Eh bener aja, kelihatan kalo kita nyipitin mata, ada debu yang jatuh dan kayak hujan gerimis tapi nggak kelihatan. Rasanya nggak enak banget. Mana baju yang kita pake langsung kotor, mau enggak mau langsung masuk ke cucian deh. Repot deh ya, bikin cucian banyak. Huhuhu