I just got a shock news yesterday. my old-friend, my neighbor, my childhood-friend that recently graduated two weeks ago in same campus (but different faculty) passed away... I had that bad news last night when I arrived in a parking lot to go to bookstore after I was visiting a library. my mom called me and said that he's passed away in the afternoon. suddenly I got a shock. it was really shocking news that I unwanted to hear. I clearly remember, one day before when I posted a photo in my instagram's account, he left a comment there and I reply his comment in the morning. I still remember when we meet up with my other friends from same elementary school if we should take a schedule for meet up later. How can Ya Allah?? I still remember when we got a conversation in a social chat and he said once, "mbah utiku bilang apa aja ke kamu din? hahaha onok-onok ae mbah ku iku...." yes, my mom is a his grandma's friend in a mosque community in our housing site. and his grandma always said if she's very proud with her grandson. my mom asked me about him too (you know I laughter after hear it).