I don't know how to start the conversation
what should I say?
I'm looking for you for a long time?
that's not a strong reason
for a moment, I just watching... smiling... then hiding
I want to say, this is important!
I want to say, it's hard to find you but why you can't just turn of your head and see?
I can't
I can't say anything
when the rain go down, when I looked at the cloudy sky... I feel this is impossible
sometimes, no... many times I want to give up to looking for
I am not looking for love, prosperity, or popularity
why not?
while I turn around looking around many and more people have it
I'm too old and too late to start the race to get a world, so I gave up
I don't know who's beside me, the angel or the devil?
the angle who will said that you're the way to Jannah
or the devil who said what's he doing today? and make me want to know everything about you
I'm hiding here and you don't know where is it
I don't have many strength to face you
I shy and frightened
all it is fair for me want you as my path?
I looking for a map to find a place, an eternal place
you know where is it? Jannah