to be my sixth ramadhan far from my family, four year as a foreign student and now still counting as a foreign worker. even I just moved to other province. don't know yet, want to continue living here or back to hometown or move to other place. my mom said I have to comeback and search another jobs near there, my career told me not bad to be like now but my heart give a signal if it's okay try something new at somewhere new.

ah... spend time alone now to be my habit and I'm happy enough besides other people talk about my marriage plan or heart relationship. who says I'll mad or bad mood when you ask me that two things? I'm not mad but I just wanna give you deep sight and leaving you alone.

but it's ramadhan pals, stop bothering me with that unsolved questions... (if I already have my imam to be I will give the answer :p) let's focus on increase our pray, our Qur'an tilawah, our fasting's aim to be the best and lillahitaala

change your focus from just-fasting as an obligation to be the times when you can try your best about detracting your sins, taking  forgiveness, more grateful to Allah SWT.

don't you realize how great fasting in this holy month... you have to eat as need before subuh with aim and dua first. you do your daily activities as usual and you have to iftar at afternoon. how can you be able to pass the day? strong enough to pass the ramadhan? 30 days of fasting... isn't like scary first, but it will be your new and best daily habit afterwards. that's Allah Ta Alla works. make something impossible or hard to be possible and easy as long as you're trying...

ramadhan just come and we still have 25 days left to increase our prayer quantities and qualities. so, whoever you are... how much you miss your home your family in a holy month moments like the past, just be positive... you're not alone and don't make this temporary emotion or the homesickness make you pass the ramadhan with nothing.