assalamualaikum
*exhale*

nowadays, i'm so yearning to continuing my past's hobby... writting. my childhood until teenage life as a elementary to senior high school student was fulled with my daily routine by write some short story or long story (so long and ready to be a novel hahaha).

in spite of writing is like a common hobbies and everybody can do this, I pretty sure I do tho. I start writing since elementary school, my mom whose have been worked in a publisher gave me some fiction children books to read. since then I love reading and start to make my own imagination room. also thanks to my teachers whose give me the chance to start wrote a short story, give me some point and assessment from their point of view. that's help me a lot until I join several writing contest, and one day I join story telling contest. the sad beginning when I entered junior high school, because of the tied schedule between being a student and take a tutorial lesson outside the school, I can't continue join on the writing contest again. only wrote some short story and just save them as as draft in order to be life saver when my literature teacher give a tasks about short story or drama. hehehe.

continues when I entered high school, my school has a journalist club, then I joined. I also meet Lufi, my classmates whose have a same writing hobby. sometimes when we both already make a new one, we exchange our short story mutually. in the club, I sent my short story and often has been published there. just take the advantages I thought.

enjoyed create and make some imagination about something that never happen to my life. call it "hoping too much or dream big" nowadays but it's really doesn't make me feel uncomfortable nor sad if I see my real life in a past. that's the effect of my another hobby is read a book like as fiction books or comics. but, I have a desire to makes my own story, my own book based on my own imagination. but then, the hobby fully stop when I started my college life.

even for a long term I have a tendency to be a writer cause of my hobbies or just choose literature studies, I never really take the opportunity. I thought, I want learn something new so I take agricultural sides. since then, I concerns with my new subjects and slowly I stopped to writes. the half-hell's life just yank out my past hobby. I even can't make my imagination grows, I stopped readings too. yeah, just sometimes when I really have the mood to read some fiction books. but that doesn't mean my college life is like a greyscale paper, in fact I really enjoyed it. I have friends who really can makes me laugh out loud, can sworn me when they are angry at me, can break the rules and be diligent without makes us stress (even at some point, we're stressed in the deep). waait, why I start talked about my life T_T

okay, back to the first topic. writting. from my own sight, I truly miss my past habit. don't know if the reasons about I'm too bored with my worker life (the worker life is reflect my student habit, yep 11:12) or my desire to create some new story is slowly turn me up. but if I have some relax time and face on with screen, I'll do it well... even I don't know about the short story keep up to date or not. and the heal is I push my self to remain active writing although only through posts or make the trip reports on my own blog.

write even you just have five words to write in.